This happen when I was just in my 5th grade, my brother has this kind classmate and I was really attracted to him! But I know he doesn't look at me the way I see him, as months past I was certain that I love him for sure(until now) I really tried my best to look good, like changing the style of my clothes, I use some brand soaps, lotion,etc. Now I'm already in my 9th grade, suddenly I felt confident since I gotten taller and those 5 years changing and now I know I'm matured to everybody.

Then I was suddenly invited by my brother's classmate in his birthday party. I didn't hesitated to go since I know he'll be there. I clothed the best clothes that I have. But when I got there my brother's girlfriend told me not to go. I was a little worried but still move on, there I saw him with his girl...friend..... I didn't show my jealousy. I just acted like I didn't see anything. When I got home I was really beat up and to add it up my brother told me that he ask him if ever he was interested in me, and he said no, he look at me just a little sister.

That's when I started realizing again that I was one-sided love to him and nothing is going to change that!

But I really love him, what should I do? I seriously cry whenever I see him, do you think I should just stop?